Archive for the 'boredom' Category

20
Dec
09

WordPress is such a nutjob.

It always refuses to load especially when I want them to. Which is why I tend to forget what to blog about when the page finally loads.

No offense, but I think his face is going to be the brunt of jokes. Mainly from me I suppose.

I managed to place the orders for the airbrushes. Now I just have to wait for next semester to begin. New semester, same old stuff. Such as the every humungous pile of homework.

Unfortunately I’m caught in a non-blogging mood right now. I really just feel like writing something else, haha. I’m lame, I know. Jason’s finally back, but mainly because he’s going to start his internship soon. Gosh, time does fly. I went to Comic Fiesta yesterday-and came back empty handed. I’m still not accustomed to on the spot shopping. Somehow, it never gels. It was really crowded, for one thing. I’m impressed that we can even move around at all.

I can’t wait to watch Avatar. Okay, I’ve spammed this sentence just about everywhere, but it’s true. I can’t wait. Because it’s my first live-action 3D movie. And I finally, finally watched The Cove. When people say to me ‘we eat meat anyway’, sure thing, I do eat meat. I get my protein from the basic food groups, at least I don’t have the urge to eat stuff that are out of the norm. There’s a fine line between that, and most of us keep that in check. Of course I eat meat. I don’t, however, go around eating rare and unusual stuff that I don’t really need. I think that we can maintain that borderline, thank you very much.

It’s raining everyday now! And I thought the New Year was just around the corner, which usually brings around a long sufferable drought of sorts.

I should disconnect now. Rain often means thunder as well. Hopefully the next time I load WordPress it loads without much lagging.

"I feel, fabuloussss.~" No, just kidding.

09
Dec
09

Changes

I know that eventually I’ve to change my frames because it’s simply been ages when I bought this one. Come to think of it, it has been awhile since I did! I vaguely remember wearing it through high school… I think I was at least 16 or 17 years old. Which makes it roughly 4 years. And frankly speaking, this pair of glasses are my most favorite so far. I like it a lot. But it’s too old now that I can’t seem to find a picture of it online, haha. But a simple description of it is that the frame is quite thick, and it’s 70% warm Grey. The strange part of it is that the innards of the glasses is a totally different color… somewhere around the hues of metallic pink.

I remembered asking my parents for a glasses chain (because from the display I thought they were free) and got the ‘are you out of your mind’ looks from both of them. Okay, maybe those chains make you appear older.

So it’s now time to change my frames-but this old one can still double as a spare. My mum wants me to opt for a thinner frame, because she thinks that the current thick one gives me a serious look. What? At least people take me seriously. Just kidding.

In about a month, our new semester will commence yet again. It’s going to be Hell. As expected as always, nothing short. There’s also the issue of ordering the airbrush, which I’ve decided to shoulder on this responsibility. I’m still trying to get as many orders as possible, so that I can wangle a decent discount because those things aren’t cheap. The best part is we’re only using the airbrush to create interesting backgrounds. But I’m sure my dad won’t be interested in hearing that. At all.

I’ve watched a slew of movies with Hwee Lynn and I’m feeling awesome right now. All the best for your exams! (: But it feels good to hang out with friends. They always make you happy-even though it’s only for the time being. But it makes you appreciate them more, those much cherished moments together. Because we will eventually go our separate ways again, to pursue our careers etc.

I’m still poking around for prospective colleges/universities. The main concern is the expenses. I know my parents prefer Australia if possible but as far as my research goes it isn’t quite the place for… what we’re doing in general. A friend from our college went there and came back, but I didn’t ask in detail. I’m toying between the States and London. Both are weighing down equally from living expenses to the ever choke-worthy tuition fees. If there’s anyone who’s studying in either the US or UK right now, it would be a great help if you guys could give me the lowdown on life and the fees in general there.

Well, there’s the option of Japan but my mum says unless I want to go and kill myself and spend another year and a half slaving away on a new language. She only meant well-because learning a new tongue isn’t a bed of roses-and yours truly have studied Chinese for 6 years, and lived to tell the tale. For short, I feel that the education system here is in dire need of a revamp. What Chinese schools do is scare children into submission and spoon feed them to the point of being brainwashed. I’ve been there. Sure, I’ve got a new language under my belt, but the experience isn’t worth dying for. I’d rather be Miranda Priestly’s junior assistant. Yet again, my parents surprised me by saying that at times, it’s not the money that counts, it’s what you want. Well… I don’t quite know about that yet. But my main priority is to get somewhere that uses English. It’s much easier.

For those who can afford it, and are already studying abroad, you guys have no idea how lucky you are. I don’t quite know how to put it, but to be able to go when you want it, that’s really fortunate that you parents can fund your education overseas and support the move as well. Unlike most people who have to hesitate and try to find a suitable and affordable one, even if it may not be the one you wanted. Lucky. You must always thank your parents for that.

There’s a program on Animal Planet called Caught in the Moment, and it always make me feel happy and content. The film makers on the show are passionate about their task, and their missions are always just as noble. Making a change in our world is hard, but they’re doing it, in the form of breathtaking videos. I’m not crazy over photography, but lately when my instinct tells me there’s a good composition to behold, I’ll just snap a shot with my iPhone. It’s not the best camera, but it’s good enough for me. I would like to have those cool Photog apps but they’re too costly for us to buy. ): Bleh our currency.

On a much brighter note, my family and I are heading to Langkawi on the 23rd to the 25th by plane! It would be my first flight ever, as well as my first touch down on Langkawi! It’s definitely exciting to think about it.

I’m currently trying to sketch a decent thumb to work on for Nicholas’ belated gift. He bought me something really awesome from Singapore, and now I’m doing the best I can to return the favor. Maybe I’m being fickle, because I just can’t decide on the composition… I’m working with pens and pencils on paper, because it’s the medium that I’m most comfortable in. I’m not that versatile yet, like others. Still progressing (slowly) towards that level.

Wow, I didn’t except for an opening post about glasses to turn into such a lengthy post about my current thoughts in general. I’m also thinking of a good story (one-shot) to write about, so stay tuned. It’s great to be in your own league. It’s where I feel the most confident. And it’s nice to be good at something for a change.

03
Dec
09

A speck of miracle in the rough

Hark the angels sing-indeed. So WordPress has ultimately decided to load, in full HTML codes and all.

I’ve been to Fraser’s Hill, fallen sick and is now musing away at home.

There’s plenty of things to be written about after the abrupt internet holdup. But I’ve been active on Twitter, for the most part.

18
Nov
09

There’s a possibility

Ilina, oh I miss you, really! :D If only we were in the same class again, that would be very gratifying. Miss talking to you. ): I really hope we can cross paths in S’pore.

My parents are having doubts about me and my sister going down to S’pore by ourselves though. I mean, can’t blame them, because our cousins almost missed the bus once. Customs sound particularly scary. With all the stuff about drugs etc, the idea of getting your bags checked and finding something that shouldn’t  be there is very frightening. Especially for someone who hasn’t journeyed out of her homeland before. I need something for reassurance. And my parents have a solution: getting us a chaperone.

 

Borrowed from Kitsune! Haha. (:

 

 

Not that chaperone. Just kidding. Our cousin Jason was the candidate, haha. Although I have yet to ask him that. He might have something else to do around that time…

Oh. So New Moon comes out on the 26th here. My bad. Or the newspapers weren’t being clear enough. I should really get around to editing Ethan’s ‘present’ and post it up here soon! I have been uploading a few works on to my Twitter lately. It’s also the place where I seem to get more personal with my updates there.

I hope I get to write some decent stuff this semester break. It’s the one time when I really felt at peace and free from all worries enough to sit down and think carefully. Any other time my head would be filled to the brim with tons for things to fret about. There isn’t a day which I don’t worry. If I ever have a clear head, it would be when I’m asleep. I hope things turn out okay. (:

13
Nov
09

Finally, a decent update!

So the page finally decided to load-after a couple of refreshing on my part. Anyway.

Was a bit disappointed on this photo I did for one subject, since it was one of the few works that I actually put effort into doing. And I was having high hopes for it. So much for that. After a whole upturn of events the night before, I suddenly don’t feel so excited as before. It’s sort of proven when you have high expectations for something it usually turns out horrible. At least to me.

It was a pretty quiet week, and I appreciate it for that. I could do with some peace once in a while. I totally forgotten to thank my lecturers yesterday-it was the last lesson for that subject. Whoops. But one of them caught my eye and nodded, so I smiled and bowed in his direction. Does that count? Haha. Sorry sir, but I was worn out towards the end of the lesson. Didn’t help that we have to wait super long for our turn as well.

It’s my actual update in a while! Now that’s saying something. I’m quite pleased with that, because lately I haven’t had the time to sit down and really plan out what to blog. Life has been doing that to me. Heading to a UK Education fair this weekend with Hwee Lynn. I’m pretty excited and also a bit apprehensive. I know that UK isn’t my dad’s number one pick (in fact, I have no idea) but I guess it doesn’t hurt to poke around and see. I know that UK is the top place for art and all that, but everything is so costly there. I heard that our local food there is crazy stuff. And I’m not referring to the taste. A friend suggested Japan, but we’ve to spend a year learning their language D: It’s not that I’m not keen about it, but that’s sort of a year gone, right?

It appears that I’ve a lot of adjusting to do when it comes to surfing the web with my phone. It’s so sensitive! And I’ve to constantly zoom in to hit the buttons because the loading page is so small.

I’m itching for a new book. Novel or art book, anything. But there’s none that catches my eye at the moment. Tough luck.

So thrilled for the Singapore trip! (: I finally get to see the world outside of Malaysia for once.

There’s this latest single from Leona Lewis that I particularly love. Because it feels so personal in a way. It’s called Happy.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So any turns that i can’t see,
I’ll count on a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

 

16
Sep
09

Recollections

Of the past.

So many things happen in the past week-and I was too lazy to post anything. I mean, when you only have a one-liner in your head, it doesn’t do a post justice unless the line is particularly full of impact, etc. 

On September 11, Cindi celebrated her 15th birthday while America (and the rest of the world) remembers the bombing of the World Trace Center. So striking are the memories (even though I wasn’t there at the scene) that it does trigger a wave of emotions when I watched a documentary that consisted of footage shot by people on that day. 

And also:

This is it. There is never a more fitting title to kick off the movie and closing the curtains to a memorable life. You will be someone whom we will always remember as well, Michael. 

03
Sep
09

Heroes. Come.

I’m currently reading up some plot details and what to expect from the upcoming Heroes season, Redemption. Because I need to have something else to look forward apart from hanging onto shows like Breaking the Magician’s Code and a rerun of Chuck. I love Chuck, but I would love to pick off from Season 2, where the episodes were discontinued. And reading about Heroes gives me a good excuse to not make every single post having a reference to Kuroshitsuji. Oh, the fail. 

I have a love/hate relationship with Heroes. Because the plot has been spiraling downwards quicker than a crashing airplane, and the fact that sometimes things get too confusing. Maybe that’s just me.

Here’s a snippet from Heroes Television:

One of the big issues we’ll be exploring is how should a person with abilities live his or her life. Should they try to assimilate by hiding their abilities, or should they live more honestly, exposing their powers to the world?

This was always an issue highlighted in movies and this series. How should ’special’ people live their lives? I don’t know how will the general population perceive them. It’s such a taboo thing, and the idea of people with abilities don’t quite agree with most of us.

Claire will be at the forefront of that issue, starting college in Washington, D.C., and trying to discover, as all college kids do, who she really is. But re-adjusting to normal life won’t be easy, especially when Claire is caught in the crossfire of her parent’s divorce and a mysterious suicide on campus.

I suppose Claire Bennet’s life would be what us students might want to expect if we have powers. It’s already tough being a teenager-and now young adult, what not having to deal with this. Having to juggle both normal and her ‘other’ problems must be a real headache for her;  I simply cannot imagine. 

Meanwhile, Peter and Nathan are trying to get their lives back on track. Peter is trying to be a hero in the purest sense — saving one life at a time. But that means cutting himself off from friends and family. It’s only when Peter makes a romantic connection with a fascinating new “powerful” woman that he’ll find out that life means staying connected to others. Nathan is discovering new things about himself everyday, mostly due to the fact that he’s actually Sylar.

I watched the trailer for Redemption, and Peter’s way of saving people as said is serving as a paramedic, similar to his previous profession as a nurse. I think Peter is also grappling emotionally within himself, trying to find a balance and trying to understand. The recent events might render him lost and often depressed. I wonder who this mystery woman will be, but it is natural of writers to slip in romance to enlighten things. Nathan, is not Nathan. Haha. So obviously he will come to terms on who he really is. 

Matt will have to live with the guilt of what he did to Sylar; making his attempts to live a normal life with his wife and child virtually impossible.

The trailer shows Matt having hallucinations of Sylar, mostly of him demanding his body back. It’s enough to indicate his remorse of what he had inflicted upon Sylar in the previous season. It would be something that he can never shake off until perhaps he encounters Sylar as himself.

Noah Bennet (HRG), with the help of Tracy Strauss, Angela Petrelli and all of our Heroes, is tasked with forming a new COMPANY. But that new organization won’t be concerned with conspiracies and prisons anymore. It will be about people. Finding them. Connecting to them. And figuring out why so many of them have been seduced by another “organization” out there that treats people with abilities in a fascinating, dangerous and potentially deadly new way.

Oho. Another company. I just don’t know why didn’t they think about this in the first place. Only this time there’s competition, with a rogue party that presumably has other kinds of privileges. Judging by the poster below, I can only assume that Hiro, Sylar and Claire will be the main  focuses in the story line. September 21st, people.

Doesnt really show much about the plot, but with Sylar, its all good. 8D

With Sylar, it's all good. 8D

03
Sep
09

Boys boys boys.

That’s what people talk about these days. I just downloaded my friend’s rendition of Lady GaGa’s Paparazzi and she sounds awesome! I’m so proud to have such a friend like you, Yi Ming. Now I can tell my classmates that I have a fabulous singer as a best mate.

 

Again, it was difficult to scout for a normal looking Lady GaGa on the net.

Again, it was difficult to scout for a 'normal' looking Lady GaGa on the net. Yes, she is weird, but she's got skills, you can't deny. (:

 

Hey there sugar baby 
Saw you twice at the pop show
You taste just like glitter
Mixed with rock and roll
I like you a lot lot
Think you’re really hot hot

I know you think you’re special
When we dance real crazy
Glamaphonic, electronic, disco baby
I like you a lot lot
All we want is hot hot

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
With hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!

Lady GaGa, Boys boys boys.

Our results are out today, but I decided not to go because of the increase in bus fares. There’s no daily pass now and it’s 2 bucks for a trip to Sunway. I’m heading to Kinokuniya tomorrow again, but I doubt that I’ll be buying anything. Currently, there’s nothing in my mind.

27
Aug
09

Interesting Typography examples

The subject of Typography has always captured my full, undivided attention. I suppose as someone who loves to write, I can appreciate the beauty of words, the flow and type for each character. So here I am, scurrying around the internet to look for some cool uses of Typo for you guys to see.

 I dig Kathy Reichs’ writing. Her crime novels possess a lot of depth and imagery, good traits a writer should have. I have no problem ‘viewing’ the story vividly in my head. Also, it’s a bonus when she’s actually a real anthropologist herself in Quebec! Stories get a boost when the writer incorporates his/her real life experiences in it. 

Her book, Fatal Voyage is about a flight that ended in death, destruction and murder. The background is greyscale with plane tags etc, but the author’s name and book title are set in uppercase, bold fonts. Further enhanced with red streaks across each word, the message is clear and precise. Ironically, red could also mean blood. Obviously, this is my favorite of her covers. 

  Eliza Dushku stars in this TV series that is entering its second season. DollHouse talks about a government-kind of project that involves people (who volunteered) that get their memories wiped and false ones planted in. They are prepped for missions and assignments, and when they are done, those memories are then erased. That’s the extent of my knowledge regarding this series, as the pilot episode was just this week. So, they are like dolls. Which is really creepy. Dolls (as indicated in Darker Than Black) are emotionless and are only designated to their own respective tasks, period. Thankfully the subjects in this show has a personality-at least temporary, if not false ones. 

The poster is funky and somehow doesn’t gel with the story, but maybe they are just aiming for creativity. Eliza seems to be one with the letters. I like the flow of the letters; their round silhouettes compliments her body in this arrangement. And it’s not too overly suffocating. 

What I like here is the Helvetica typeface. Needless to say, I’m a big fan of Helvetica, as well a few other typefaces. If I’m not mistaken, Helvetica was designed specially for Harper’s Bazaar Magazine. It’s easy to read, cute to look at. And it’s so simply, chic appearances makes it suiting for novels like these. 

 

Back when Twilight wasn’t all the rage yet, I saw the book in Kinokuniya. I saw the other cover, the one with the hands cradling an apple. So the next week I decided partially because of the interesting book art, I would want to get it. Only to find out the following week it was completely out of stock. Borders gave me the cover as shown above. It was… weird, but I wasn’t going to say it in front of the salesperson. 

But the logo, specially designed for the cover was cool, thankfully. I like it when authors go out of their way to get people to design a title logo for their books. It makes it more original. Yeah, the official logo is the one with the Zephyr typeface, but this one looks much better. 

 

Image from BleachAsylum.

Image from BleachAsylum.

Okay, don’t bash me up just yet. I really love that typeface for the logo on the far left. It’s actually not overly flowery (which can be annoying) and readable, if you know Chinese/Japanese. I like how the characters are linked through those fine lines. The words mean ‘Black Butler’, and in case you don’t know, he’s giving it to you.

Bwahaha. I’m such a moron. 

The typeface above is known as Toge. The designer has a website here.

Now, you can kill me.

 

25
Aug
09

Dreams can really make you crazy overnight.

I knew I had a dream about going to the dentist for a regular checkup. And worst of all, the ‘dentist’ isn’t my assigned one. 

It was either Criss Angel or Cyril Takayama. Oh, come on. I’m obviously mortified. Illusionists aren’t supposed to be anywhere near your teeth. I just saw them both on TV last night. And all I got was this dream. Did I mention that it was almost impossible to get a decent picture of Criss Angel through the web? Try it and you get what I mean. But with caution.

Take him, Cindi, and be done with it. Lol.

Take him, Cindi, and be done with it. Lol.

Oh, no.

Oh, no.

 

Anyway, I think it was Criss Angel. 

FML.

On the other hand, I was told that I’m up next on the waiting list! 8D Why do I feel like I have purchased something just as sacred and holy, like a Louis Vuitton bag that it requires people to prebook beforehand.