Author Archive for rie

20
Dec
09

WordPress is such a nutjob.

It always refuses to load especially when I want them to. Which is why I tend to forget what to blog about when the page finally loads.

No offense, but I think his face is going to be the brunt of jokes. Mainly from me I suppose.

I managed to place the orders for the airbrushes. Now I just have to wait for next semester to begin. New semester, same old stuff. Such as the every humungous pile of homework.

Unfortunately I’m caught in a non-blogging mood right now. I really just feel like writing something else, haha. I’m lame, I know. Jason’s finally back, but mainly because he’s going to start his internship soon. Gosh, time does fly. I went to Comic Fiesta yesterday-and came back empty handed. I’m still not accustomed to on the spot shopping. Somehow, it never gels. It was really crowded, for one thing. I’m impressed that we can even move around at all.

I can’t wait to watch Avatar. Okay, I’ve spammed this sentence just about everywhere, but it’s true. I can’t wait. Because it’s my first live-action 3D movie. And I finally, finally watched The Cove. When people say to me ‘we eat meat anyway’, sure thing, I do eat meat. I get my protein from the basic food groups, at least I don’t have the urge to eat stuff that are out of the norm. There’s a fine line between that, and most of us keep that in check. Of course I eat meat. I don’t, however, go around eating rare and unusual stuff that I don’t really need. I think that we can maintain that borderline, thank you very much.

It’s raining everyday now! And I thought the New Year was just around the corner, which usually brings around a long sufferable drought of sorts.

I should disconnect now. Rain often means thunder as well. Hopefully the next time I load WordPress it loads without much lagging.

"I feel, fabuloussss.~" No, just kidding.

09
Dec
09

Changes

I know that eventually I’ve to change my frames because it’s simply been ages when I bought this one. Come to think of it, it has been awhile since I did! I vaguely remember wearing it through high school… I think I was at least 16 or 17 years old. Which makes it roughly 4 years. And frankly speaking, this pair of glasses are my most favorite so far. I like it a lot. But it’s too old now that I can’t seem to find a picture of it online, haha. But a simple description of it is that the frame is quite thick, and it’s 70% warm Grey. The strange part of it is that the innards of the glasses is a totally different color… somewhere around the hues of metallic pink.

I remembered asking my parents for a glasses chain (because from the display I thought they were free) and got the ‘are you out of your mind’ looks from both of them. Okay, maybe those chains make you appear older.

So it’s now time to change my frames-but this old one can still double as a spare. My mum wants me to opt for a thinner frame, because she thinks that the current thick one gives me a serious look. What? At least people take me seriously. Just kidding.

In about a month, our new semester will commence yet again. It’s going to be Hell. As expected as always, nothing short. There’s also the issue of ordering the airbrush, which I’ve decided to shoulder on this responsibility. I’m still trying to get as many orders as possible, so that I can wangle a decent discount because those things aren’t cheap. The best part is we’re only using the airbrush to create interesting backgrounds. But I’m sure my dad won’t be interested in hearing that. At all.

I’ve watched a slew of movies with Hwee Lynn and I’m feeling awesome right now. All the best for your exams! (: But it feels good to hang out with friends. They always make you happy-even though it’s only for the time being. But it makes you appreciate them more, those much cherished moments together. Because we will eventually go our separate ways again, to pursue our careers etc.

I’m still poking around for prospective colleges/universities. The main concern is the expenses. I know my parents prefer Australia if possible but as far as my research goes it isn’t quite the place for… what we’re doing in general. A friend from our college went there and came back, but I didn’t ask in detail. I’m toying between the States and London. Both are weighing down equally from living expenses to the ever choke-worthy tuition fees. If there’s anyone who’s studying in either the US or UK right now, it would be a great help if you guys could give me the lowdown on life and the fees in general there.

Well, there’s the option of Japan but my mum says unless I want to go and kill myself and spend another year and a half slaving away on a new language. She only meant well-because learning a new tongue isn’t a bed of roses-and yours truly have studied Chinese for 6 years, and lived to tell the tale. For short, I feel that the education system here is in dire need of a revamp. What Chinese schools do is scare children into submission and spoon feed them to the point of being brainwashed. I’ve been there. Sure, I’ve got a new language under my belt, but the experience isn’t worth dying for. I’d rather be Miranda Priestly’s junior assistant. Yet again, my parents surprised me by saying that at times, it’s not the money that counts, it’s what you want. Well… I don’t quite know about that yet. But my main priority is to get somewhere that uses English. It’s much easier.

For those who can afford it, and are already studying abroad, you guys have no idea how lucky you are. I don’t quite know how to put it, but to be able to go when you want it, that’s really fortunate that you parents can fund your education overseas and support the move as well. Unlike most people who have to hesitate and try to find a suitable and affordable one, even if it may not be the one you wanted. Lucky. You must always thank your parents for that.

There’s a program on Animal Planet called Caught in the Moment, and it always make me feel happy and content. The film makers on the show are passionate about their task, and their missions are always just as noble. Making a change in our world is hard, but they’re doing it, in the form of breathtaking videos. I’m not crazy over photography, but lately when my instinct tells me there’s a good composition to behold, I’ll just snap a shot with my iPhone. It’s not the best camera, but it’s good enough for me. I would like to have those cool Photog apps but they’re too costly for us to buy. ): Bleh our currency.

On a much brighter note, my family and I are heading to Langkawi on the 23rd to the 25th by plane! It would be my first flight ever, as well as my first touch down on Langkawi! It’s definitely exciting to think about it.

I’m currently trying to sketch a decent thumb to work on for Nicholas’ belated gift. He bought me something really awesome from Singapore, and now I’m doing the best I can to return the favor. Maybe I’m being fickle, because I just can’t decide on the composition… I’m working with pens and pencils on paper, because it’s the medium that I’m most comfortable in. I’m not that versatile yet, like others. Still progressing (slowly) towards that level.

Wow, I didn’t except for an opening post about glasses to turn into such a lengthy post about my current thoughts in general. I’m also thinking of a good story (one-shot) to write about, so stay tuned. It’s great to be in your own league. It’s where I feel the most confident. And it’s nice to be good at something for a change.

03
Dec
09

A speck of miracle in the rough

Hark the angels sing-indeed. So WordPress has ultimately decided to load, in full HTML codes and all.

I’ve been to Fraser’s Hill, fallen sick and is now musing away at home.

There’s plenty of things to be written about after the abrupt internet holdup. But I’ve been active on Twitter, for the most part.

18
Nov
09

There’s a possibility

Ilina, oh I miss you, really! :D If only we were in the same class again, that would be very gratifying. Miss talking to you. ): I really hope we can cross paths in S’pore.

My parents are having doubts about me and my sister going down to S’pore by ourselves though. I mean, can’t blame them, because our cousins almost missed the bus once. Customs sound particularly scary. With all the stuff about drugs etc, the idea of getting your bags checked and finding something that shouldn’t  be there is very frightening. Especially for someone who hasn’t journeyed out of her homeland before. I need something for reassurance. And my parents have a solution: getting us a chaperone.

 

Borrowed from Kitsune! Haha. (:

 

 

Not that chaperone. Just kidding. Our cousin Jason was the candidate, haha. Although I have yet to ask him that. He might have something else to do around that time…

Oh. So New Moon comes out on the 26th here. My bad. Or the newspapers weren’t being clear enough. I should really get around to editing Ethan’s ‘present’ and post it up here soon! I have been uploading a few works on to my Twitter lately. It’s also the place where I seem to get more personal with my updates there.

I hope I get to write some decent stuff this semester break. It’s the one time when I really felt at peace and free from all worries enough to sit down and think carefully. Any other time my head would be filled to the brim with tons for things to fret about. There isn’t a day which I don’t worry. If I ever have a clear head, it would be when I’m asleep. I hope things turn out okay. (:

13
Nov
09

Finally, a decent update!

So the page finally decided to load-after a couple of refreshing on my part. Anyway.

Was a bit disappointed on this photo I did for one subject, since it was one of the few works that I actually put effort into doing. And I was having high hopes for it. So much for that. After a whole upturn of events the night before, I suddenly don’t feel so excited as before. It’s sort of proven when you have high expectations for something it usually turns out horrible. At least to me.

It was a pretty quiet week, and I appreciate it for that. I could do with some peace once in a while. I totally forgotten to thank my lecturers yesterday-it was the last lesson for that subject. Whoops. But one of them caught my eye and nodded, so I smiled and bowed in his direction. Does that count? Haha. Sorry sir, but I was worn out towards the end of the lesson. Didn’t help that we have to wait super long for our turn as well.

It’s my actual update in a while! Now that’s saying something. I’m quite pleased with that, because lately I haven’t had the time to sit down and really plan out what to blog. Life has been doing that to me. Heading to a UK Education fair this weekend with Hwee Lynn. I’m pretty excited and also a bit apprehensive. I know that UK isn’t my dad’s number one pick (in fact, I have no idea) but I guess it doesn’t hurt to poke around and see. I know that UK is the top place for art and all that, but everything is so costly there. I heard that our local food there is crazy stuff. And I’m not referring to the taste. A friend suggested Japan, but we’ve to spend a year learning their language D: It’s not that I’m not keen about it, but that’s sort of a year gone, right?

It appears that I’ve a lot of adjusting to do when it comes to surfing the web with my phone. It’s so sensitive! And I’ve to constantly zoom in to hit the buttons because the loading page is so small.

I’m itching for a new book. Novel or art book, anything. But there’s none that catches my eye at the moment. Tough luck.

So thrilled for the Singapore trip! (: I finally get to see the world outside of Malaysia for once.

There’s this latest single from Leona Lewis that I particularly love. Because it feels so personal in a way. It’s called Happy.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So any turns that i can’t see,
I’ll count on a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

 

10
Nov
09

The Fallen Boulevard;

The deal is set, the stakes are high,

The roulette is spun, the end is nigh,

With a smoking gun, receive the card,

A subtle irony on the fallen boulevard.

 

Choices in your hands, what will you choose?

A roll of the dice, or simply refuse?

To be or not to be, this will be hard

A dilemma to resolve on the fallen boulevard.

 

None can compare to your poker face,

A mask of disdain, a facade of sculpted grace,

Entrenched in prison, encased in a ward,

All alone on the deserted, fallen boulevard.

 

A sweeping fan, a closing dance,

Unwritten, misfortune may bechance,

The smiling crow, a silent guard,

On the setting, fallen boulevard.


05
Nov
09

Untitled III;

My words like burning embers

Flickering off the edge

Smoke in the desolate chambers

A lingering presence upon the stage

 

My eyes clouded with fallacies

That only I can see through

Thoughts laced with impurities

A cup of tea with a murky brew

 

I dreamt that one came to my aid

In my dreams of woven securities

You swept me far away from dread

Opened my door to endless possibilities

 

But I know that I’m only dreaming

The world continues to turn

My tears flow, past the bleeding

A beating heart that continues to burn.

 

 

 

 

30
Oct
09

Gossip Girl; my take: introduction

I have decided to foray away from my usual blogging topics and venture into something else that I have never, ever written. In fact, once upon a time, I would never have dreamed on writing about this series. But trying out new things can be fun, albeit a bit awkward. So, I’m going to put on my [most pleasant] thinking cap on all things metropolitan, and get straight to the point.

So why Gossip Girl? I once said that the series annoy me to no end-and it still does. For one, drama amongst highly bred young adults really don’t interest me. But yes, I do watch it. And the more I follow this series (thank you, Cindi haha) there is a minute, almost invisible connection. And, watching shows with an open mind enables me to slowly break down and analyze. At least you get to use your brain. Why do I still watch this show? As an amateur in this whole GG universe, I admit that I have only read the prequel novel, and am only following the 2nd season as it runs on the local channel now. So this upcoming entries I’m going to blog is plainly through my perspective of the series. If I get some facts wrong, feel free to correct me. (:

GG has a drop-dead gorgeous cast, I will give them that. But that’s not the reason why. Lets admit it, GG has a stunning array of people, and of course a library-worthy stock of personalities. The people make you cringe and stare in awe. As the story suggests, they are gorgeous, beautiful people. And yes they are. They have us in their impeccably groomed fingers. GG ensnares us with characters that might or do bear a significance in our lives. Maybe it’s true. We fall in love with them, and of course, we relate to these characters. Hollywood has made it evident that beautiful people have huge, out-of-the-world problems.

Gossip Girl has the most cliche of story lines, but with an old fashioned plot that holds the audience and never gets old. We have the elite girls in the elite school, the handsome boys that double for more than just eye candy, and also, the few ‘rejects’ that usually come out in their own way and pulls the story together neatly. And sometimes, it would be them that steals the spotlight, eventually, at least. We have: (the main stars, at least.)

  • the winsome, model-esque Serena, the epitome of the all-perfect girl.
  • the coiffed and devious Blair, one who always sought control.
  • Jenny, a girl who is only starting out.
  • the amateur author, Dan.
  • either a very confused or simply one who bottles up many emotions-Chuck
  • and the troubled Nate who steps up a notch by sleeping with a ‘cougar’. 

One unique twist to this series is that in GG, there is a narrator. The many endeavors of the main cast are told through a mysterious blogger with the alias of Gossip Girl. She unravels a seedy affair or two with a lilting voice that sometimes bears an advice, or a sardonic mocking edge. In the novelization, Gossip Girl spills all on her blog, where readers flock and leave comments. Nothing is too scandalous for GG; wherever there are canards, she will always be there. 

I’m sure it’s not too assuming of me to say that the Gossip Girl books are quite the bestseller. GG would be so thrilled. But I’m not surprised at its success, on paper and on screen. Acts of misconduct has never been so gripping. 

The next post on this would be on the characters-I hope to give each of them a page each if possible. Wish me luck. (:

28
Oct
09

Minimal

I have been Tweeting too much for my own good. Anyway, I’ve been way busy since this short semester. It’s supposed to be shorter but that doesn’t mean it will be easier. Not so for us Illustration students. So I have to work harder. But then again, I do work harder every sem. And with my iPhone I’ve resorted to Tweeting instead-plain laziness.

Hope everyone’s been having a great year so far!

14
Oct
09

Another new perch

I have been updating-on another new site that is. Yes, Madame Michaelis (cough) has joined up on Twitter ever since she collected her iPhone. After a short scare of missing credit, I think everything has calmed down.

With this phone I’m assuming I can leech off the wireless wherever I go! (: At the moment, I have updated tons on my Twitter. In short bursts. So, if you’re up to it, feel free to visit me at paperrie@twitter.